Why wouldn't Daddy buy me those . :( Im Like dying for it ! I guess i gotta safe ! Right ? Like i bother saving money .
Okay today morning wake up got scolded. Fuck wednesday morning. Im having enough . Wake up at 8 am also late ? Siak uh. Woke up , with a black face i was actually crying on bed. Siak betul. Then fllw Grandma and Evan go NTUC, I sms-ed Timothy , that guy FOREVER tuition, good for you uh . Reached , I saw Mr Kwok . I was like what the fuuu. I saw his two daughters SOO CUTE! DAMN CUTE . Then i sms-ed Cheryl . I don't wanna say what i sms-ed her. I was being Dirty ! VERYVERYVERY Dirty . Then talked about Roti Prata Sex ? Yeah , Ask Cheryl if you wanna know the meaning. Fat and thin ! Siak ! Giler . Then buy stuff , Pay . Go home . Watch-ed Hi-5 . HAHAH Lame i know. But fun lah duhh . So yeah Chatting with Gloria now ! :D BYE
I find that photo cool up there ! ^^ HEHEH.
No uh ? To you no ah . but to me yes. Sorry uh bitch .
Okay, Last night i dream . SO SWEET SIAH . I was a shy girl . Very Shy . Wtf right i know ? It was like ONE IN A MILLION ! Heheh . Okay woke up , walk walk .. BAAAM ! i pengsan . Baik punya . Got bump on my head. (Y)
Then no go doctor. i go back sleep. So early whattttt ! UGH ! Woke up again . Received text from Anis . she was like "WAKE UP LAH" garang nye Anis ^^
Baik . Headache whooooooole day . On9 . Now chatting with Sabrina talking abt SOME PEOPLE yg tk tau malu ! Hahahaha! Baik punya leh . (Y)
I <3>
Hahah ! Okay bye :)
For you Sayang/Hunny/My Prince.
November 17, 2010 4:16 AM
To : My Favourite Special Someone. [i know your reading this]
Hi love ! <3
Something for ya . Hope your touched by it. :')
First things first .
HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY in Advance Baby (:
Its in advance cos you know why right im going overseas . Really fxcking gona miss you ^^
Okay For this message below its for you because , i have something so say .
We have been thru UPS and DOWNS between us . But we're still standing next to each other up till today . I know i messed up ALOT of times , But you made me learn my lesson . Thank you for cheering me up during my fcked-up moments and get situations done . But remember this , How fcked-up the situation is for how fcked-up my attitude was , your the ONLY one who could make things even better and your the one that I needed the most to be with me.
There are situations when I'm scared , I have sudden feelings. Why? Wanna know why ?
I'll tell you why .
Why am I scared ? Ever since that VERY day .
I didn't want anyone else to take my place by being with you .
I didn't want anyone else to have you heart.
Aggressive much right ? It really shows how much i freaking love you .
Every time whenever I'm with you . You realise I'm quiet , emo . Right ?
Why ? I'll tell you why , Okay fine i'll admit . Im Shy . ><
I promise you i will no longer be shy in any sense .
So yeah dearest , I LOVE YOU .
HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY IN ADVANCE .
I Love You Prince .
This song above ? Listen during your free time . It might be boring for you . But it has a Perfect meaning.
From ,
You Princess (:
Labels: 3rd Monthsary in advance.
1:08 AM
I got this from Nadiah's blog , you know Nadiah Hanis ? That GORGEOUS GIRL from primary school ? She is like freaking gorgeous lahhh ! I love her .. I Hope she loves me too ! ^^ So yeah , I credit you cause i took this from your blogger kay darling? Love ya(:
Things a girl wants but nvr ask for
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back—feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold—thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger—feels good ;D
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face
And ...
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.
November 15, 2010 7:55 AM
Guys i'll edit the info tmr kay ? GDNITE ! :D
November 13, 2010 7:20 AM
So lets post about the past few days . okay ? Starting from tuesday .
Tuesday , 9th November 2010 .
Went out with Hubby , Shahlehin , Amelia , Jazmi and Jazli .
Went cinema to watch Megamind . We didn't watch 3D . It was okay . I LOVE METROMAN ! He is the best! Can be my scandal :) LOL . Fun uh that day . Fun liked so frigging awesome!
okay lah . I ENJOYED THIS DAY FRIGGING MUCH KAY ? HAHA!
Wednesday , 10 November 2010.
BORING DAY, So can shut up !
Thursday . 11 November 2010 .
Hildan Sparks . Baik bodoh ! (Y)
. AHHH I SLEEPY . Okay ? Byee. :)
6:58 AM
To : [somespecialfriendilosttoday]
Hey you ! yeah you , i know your reading this . I know you are.
you sms-ed me just now at 17.32 pm today all the way to 20.24 pm .
it was seriously damn mofucking shocking. that i lost some good friend like you.
you proved to me your feelings and everything. I forced you too , i wanted to know how u felt.
No matter how many times we fight and quarrel . I knew u were there for me as a friend.
I refused to forgive you and stuff , it was all a HUGE mistake.
Are you regretting this ? Oh man. ):
Listen this , read the lyrics . I hope you understand my dear friend ):
November 8, 2010 6:16 AM
Heyho! I miss the word Heyho. :'( Hehe , today was like awesomeeee lahhh ! I taught it was gonna be boring but it was not. I met gloria at MRT. MRT-ed to Tamp . Met Hoseaaaaa in T1 , we ate frozen yogurt in Frolickkk! The music the radio was playing sounded soooo damn wrong siaaaaa. I started doing wrong moves. VERY WRONG. i tell youuu i eat frozen yogurt i go hyperrrr! Hahaha! I was like "Baby I Like It!" then did some dance steps jumped on the sofa. Fxckyeah awesomeee! Ok uh . then walked to school . The three of us saw this couple they were holding hands. when they were like holding hands i laugh liked NEVER before! the ways they hold hands was like doing Hindustan drama . Movement was like , Go out , Go in . Walaoooo . Epic siah . Then i laugh rabak2. then , this two guys random siah . walk pass us. Laughed like how we laughed. Fuckers . HAHA! So we walked to school , talk3 . that CB called. En Cheng called . So many people called . Wlaoo . Reached school . Saw Aloysius . I ran to himm ! Gave him a buddy hug! I miss him siahhh . that guy! So awesome ! then we went to MPH , we were like Uhh ? Okayyy . then En Cheng came! He was sweaty ! I saw Rayson , Rahmat . And tht irritating guy Jia Hao . He showed me fuck face. I "enjoyed" that "alot" . *fakesmile* Seriously tating siah that boy . Ask people for stead anyhow. No shame uh ? you think people like you ? Ewwww . Okay did the rehearsal went up the stage THREE times . walaooo . Heheh . Okay umm , then after that Me , En Cheng , Rayson , Aloy , Rahmat went Mac. Met Jazmi there. Coolio . I played Tap2 with Rayson using his Iphone. Hehehe. I lost. URGH . Then left mac, went home . I went home with Rayson , Train-ed with him uh . We keep laughing in the train . Talk3 . Then byebye lah. DUH -.- Funny guy siaaaah , he made my day . LOL ?
K home . I miss Frolick . I want somemore! (Y)
Okay bye ! :D
Labels: HS Rehearsal
November 7, 2010 8:08 PM
OMFG , I have no mood to go school anymore siaaaaah! Why ? Urghh , i think i know why :'( And 4 people knows why too . Why do things happen so sudden ? Just Fuck My Life . I had enough . Two months holiday.. DAMN FUCKED BORED.! Seriously macam sial uhhh .
Well , December planning Outing with Haziqah and Zahin , Primary school besties . We will go Hendersons Wave kayyyy!!!! Awesome . But only one day. :(
Baby , i wanna spend every day , every hour , every minute , every second with you. I know its impossible . but u tell me everything is possible. How? :(
I keep thinking of those bitches recently. In a bad way uh . Their attitude towards me SUCK . but towards youknowwho . FLIRT . KNNCCB. this bitches , i wanna tombstone them upside down ? hahaha! tombstone upside down , dearest Shahlehin taught me that. But i still got no idea whats the meaning. >.<
I wanna bathe now. K love u all . Not all . well SOME . kay Bye :)
Labels: Sialan
7:58 PM
Hello ! Long time no post right ? I know . Because i malas and i got nothing to post abt. in an hour time , im going back to school . for Hildan Sparks Rehearsal . Macam sial uh. Hehe. Okayy , uh So gonna see many fuckfaces again . DUHH . KK , Tomorrow watching movie with Hubby , Shahlehin , Jazmi , Jazli and Maybe En Cheng and Rayson . Hopefully the both of them are going . HOPE HOPE HOPE! Looking forward for tomorrow lahhh . Last gathering before i go Aussie right ? Think so.
I just realise , 19 November got 2 Occasion ! One , Im flying to Australia . Second , 3rd Monthsary. OMFG! I feel so funny . Eh nevermind. gonna miss hubby :'( FOR SURE.
Hehehe, Whats on my hand now ? Your Name ! (:
Babyyyyyy :')
TC tao , Byee Love you :)
Labels: 19 November Two occasion
