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May 4, 2011 3:31 AM
~ No one will ever replace you Boy. :'(
TODAY !
kk whatever . Morning waaaaaakeyy . around 8 plus. Raihan called me . Said he was late for school. HAHAH . I wasn't cos i got no school ! ^^ K whatever Nicole . your lame :)
So yeaah . Freshen Up . Me Grandma and EVAN , went to Tampines .
Then walked around. We go J-COs ! We ate yogurt and donuts.
Okay then Grandma and Evan went back . I GO STUDY . Cheyy . So went to Amelia's Crib.
We studied :) kk then chat chat . used comp . then Jazli & Toni called ? NB .
k then meet them under Amelia block . WTF . Toni hide at 2nd floor cos he dun want see me? BAAAAAAAEK . -.-
Then JAZMI come ! wooo I happy ! My good friend la right ? Then after that. I NAIK ANGIN Because of Jazli n Toni. WTF. THEIR FCKING IRRITATING. THEY WASTE TIME SIA. WHO KNOWS , AMELIA ALSO NAIK ANGIN AFTER THAT .
CheyChey , then you know what happen ? Affiqq asked Ame for number. HAHAHAH CUTE .
Then okay hmmm. I go home. Im soooooooo fucked k please , nvm .
Woooooooooo~ Wati is reading my blog ! ;D HAHAHA OKAY WHATEVER. COOL .
KK , Bye.
May 1, 2011 8:54 PM
~ I happen to still love you as much as I used to love you before .
hey (:
Friday ;
Was OP day . was scared . but RAIHAN cheered me up. he texted me before and after my op. So sweeeeeet . Then otp w him . We sing songs cos we were bored . HAAHAHA FUN NAK MAMPOS ! :D I luv you brother (:
Saturday ;
DISCHARGED .
Went home, immediately change out. Went with Family to Batu Pahat Malaysia. Hometown (:
Sunday;
Came back ((:
Monday (Today) ;
I Spammed Raihan 28 times to wake up already and his not awake :(
kk wtv.
Later going Eastpoint to study with Gloria :) I Promised her I'll treat her Ice Cream. HAHAH! :D
RAIHAN MASLEE ! WAKE UP NOW ! >:(
Kla , byebye (:
April 27, 2011 4:25 AM
Today;
k so came sch with lynette . then yeah , saw Sajiah , then walk to school . go canteen.
then go MPH for morning proceedings. then yeah , Haziq , KD , Edrin , Rahmat and HIM , came from the back . Haziq and KD keep shouting Nicole ! Shahrul here ! Nicole ! You still love him alot right ? right ? Shahrul3 . Omg , can you all stop it ? korang dh tau , buat ape lagi nk aku ckp kan? he himself knows that im still in love w him . So yeah :'( Then yeah , blablabla ~ Susanna kene called out for counsel. I know why . hahah wtf sia. then yea , class then recess ! recessed w Lynette , Aloysius , YC & Cheryl . after eat cheryl tie scorpion for me !!! :D HAHA . then MT . omggg, kena scolded dunno how many times siaaaaaaa ! HAHAAHA Im a bad girl in MT class today maaaaaaan ! :D kk then yeah , geog . boring ah . haha i got 8.5 for test ! So I'm SAVEDDD !
kk then Math . then Literature. suppose to be English but Ms Tan said she take time to revise. so yeah. but me and En Cheng keep playing non-stop . wtffff ! kk whatever , after school , met lynette and YC (: Go TM . then go home :) kk now im here.
th boy who chat w me jst now ;
hey you , i know ur reading this right ? cb stalker . and you play w my feelings siaaaaa. hope to see your hairstyle when u graduate yeah ? and bring your wife to Korea & Manchester England. Please remember ! Love you brother :)
April 26, 2011 5:24 AM
hey ! okay today hhmmm can ah .
first go school . Met En Cheng ! :D then yeaah . hang out w him . until morning proceedings.
then blablabla~ go back class english , Mr Shahril hasn't been in class. dk why . idc also.
then yeah . art . talked to Ms Junaidah about Amelia. So yeaaah , haha . then recess. found out someone didn't go to school . well , if your sick boy . get well soon , i'll pray for you (:
Okay then , math . pass pass note around. AHAHAHA Right En Cheng ? hahaha cb . then yeah , geog , then AT .
AT with Calais (care-lay) siaaaaaaa ! k what everrrr ! then yeah , class over. go home lo. end of story. its 9.15 , im so sleeeeepy . kbye :D
April 20, 2011 6:39 AM
I wanna pull you back and make you mine again .
hai . today , uh how say ? kk came to school , join Tim and Oxford play basketball . then , go canteeeeeen wait for announcement , go MPH . got the sec 1 thingy . but halfway i went counselling. honestly , counselling is boring giler nak mampos ! I keep yawning siaaaa ! kk then go back to class , had science. then recess . i went with th Chubby Aloysius (:
Then bell ring , we decided togo MT class late . HAHAHA yeah , so we saw 2A , i saw him . then they all play the egg hunt thingy omggg. LOL . kk then go MT class . ORAL EXAM LAAA. So we sneak pictures here and there. and we took one , teacher posing laaaaa omg. i'll upload it soon okay ?! HAHAH . kk then my turn , i finish , Aloysius finish , we went up ! Go class , had geoggggggg. got test . LOL . i sure get 2/15 FOR SURE ! :D kkk , then Maths , En Cheng daaaaamn pissed laaaa. because Ms Tan refused to let him go early. then she bloody show her fucking attitude to us. kk then YA LA PISSED. then English . Mr Yeo said tmr got test pulaaak !
Whatever lah k . then CLASS ENDED ! i realised i didnt bring my PE Pants for shot putt . kk nvm. go stadium , halfway saw Natasha , She was waiting for Ian . Then walked together. Natasha did her Screamo ! HAHAHA ! Saw Nieda and Nora . Then yeaah , we walked , halfway dun know where the lovey doveys go . then changed and everything. HUJAAAAAAN ! Sat with En Cheng and all this. kk play play play . HE came. k la. i carried on w my stuff. RAIHAN GOT DR DRE BEATS ! KIMAAAAAK ! AKU NAK LA CB. kk then Timothy the Chubby Tummy. Hahaha . then Jessica the Chubby Legs. I kena Chubby Face ?!!!?!?! WTFFFF ? Kk then me tricia and Jess funnneh !
TRICIA FROZEN APPLE . NICOLE FROZEN LYCHEE . JESSICA FROZEN DURIAAAAAN !
then yeahh . Nora and Nieda left . kk playyyyyed until 6 plus. then finish . habes cite pt stadium , went to inline play basketball court. play basketball . but first went to shop w En Cheng (:
He bought me ice cream . Thaaaaaaanks Bro ! :D
then we talked about something. awww , he is willing to help me ! THANKYOU!
Then BASKETBALLLLLL ! around 7 pluss. Left . I walked En Cheng home. Then i left. kk Hahaha. Go home. Called GLORIA ! She told me something. WTFFFFF. someone got into a fight ye ? Haish . i wish i could go up to you. give you comfort & advices. and will never let those things happen to you. hmmmm :'(
okay la. I gtg now. Bye .
I fucking miss being your princess. :'(
April 18, 2011 5:46 AM
hey peeeeeeps.
imma blog now. im bored(: hohoho^^
Sundaay , 170411 ! :D
fun giler babi nak mampos la babe! :D
kkk first morning, woke up. cleaned my room & kitchen. then bathed , after bathed. Text Amelia. She not enough money sooooo.
watch-ed movie with Fatin & Huda ! :D kk , so first met Amelia, she brought her friends. without telling me. tssk . amelia , amelia.
then we go the swamp swamp there ah, near Pasir Ris Park.
After that lepak lepak , i like very emo and sodeh siaaaaa. korang tau la asaaaaaal kan. hmmmmmmm :'(
kk then around 3 ? Walked to Downtown.
reach downtown, Fatin texted me, said she reached already.
So said byebye to Amelia and I went off.
Then , rushed to meet Fatin and Huda.
They bought the ticket already so yeaaah . i will pay Fatin back the next time i jumpe her .
Then we go in , amek the 3D glasses. Then we like so Happy happy gitu ! OMG .
Happy when wanna see movie ? YOU KNOW WHYYYYY ? BECOS WE WATCH JUSTIN BIEBER : NEVER SAY NEVER LA BABEEEEEEEEEEEE ! OMGGGGGGGGGG ! HE IS LIKE DAMN HOT LA.
My Canadian Boyfriend katekannnnn ! ^^ we watched , then got one part he performed "One less lonely girl" omggggg , he bring the random selected girl audience up on stage siaaaaa.
then hug them , kiss them , even gave them a dozen of red roses ! I WAN SIAAAA !
JUSTIN DREW BIEBER ! ON 19 APRIL ! I MAKE SURE I'LL BE UR ONE LESS LONELY GIRL !
I waaaanna kiss you la handsome ! ^^ I want at least to meet you !
Well I am gonna meet you !
ME , FATIN AND HUDA ARE GONNA MEET YOU FOR SURE ON THE 19 ! :D
kk omggggggg , i meeeeelt maaaan . when you stretch your hand ! it feels like ur reaching out for me ! i really wish you were ! SO LETS CHANGE ! MY FAVOURITE COLOUR IS PURPLE ! OMGGGGG ~
kk then after the movie . We three went CRAZYYYYY !
kk then we jalan2 . we decided to take the 4D ride ! GEREEEEK ! Huda scream cute please ! :D
kk , then we jalannnn . then Huda's Dad came to fetch them , then BALIKKK ! :D
FUN DAY ! :D
kk byeee
April 16, 2011 8:11 PM
I Remembered the date we started liking each other 1 August ,
and 19 days later, our relationship was found.
I still remember how happy you were when I told you I had feelings for you on th 19th.
I still remember how we made up at the traffic light outside school.
I still remember you used to hold me tight and call me your pillow.
I still remember you used to kiss my hand while your holding it.
I still remember you used to tell me how much you love me.
I still remember you used to comfort me when I'm sad or sick.
I still remember you used to call me your only Princess.
I still remember you used to care, no matter whereever you were.
I still remember you used to rest on my shoulder and I will rest on yours.
I still remember I used to sit next to you very closely and you will put your hand around me.
I still remember you gave me kisses randomly.
I still remember I fell asleep on you in the bus and then woke me up with a kiss.
I still remember our promises. which you broke :'(
I still remember you told me I would be the only girl in your heart.
I still remember you giving me "see you tomorrow" kisses when we go home.
I still remember you sending me to the train station and I sending you home, after school.
I still remember we watch the show Rapunzel together, thanks for the treat.
I still remember we were at the beach swimming and you kissed me.
I still remember I carried you while swimming.
I still remember you kissed me twice because you weren't satisfied in the first.
I Miss Your Hugs . I Miss Your Kisses . I Miss Your Love. I Miss YOU . :'(
Boy , you have broken our promises. well , its time we forget it ? You told everyone I change, and now you hate me.
although this relationship of ours can't go on, we can be brother and sisters like the old days right ?
sometimes, please remember how much I've always love you. I sacrificed curfews and time just to be with you.
Like I said , I want a second chance :'( I dun think your willing to give to me. but with all my might . I'll try to earn it.
though you said at the start , I will never patch with my ex-s .
I tried my best to fufill that goal to be with you always without fights and misunderstandings.
We didnt fight, but we had misunderstandings , afew.
Well, i just wonder if I'm wasting your time? Maybe I was.
But please remember the promises you make and you broke , will be forgived for.
And just remember this , I Love You 19 :'( I just simply love you ALOT .
And no one will change you. I want you back :'(
April 14, 2011 5:10 AM
Long time no post ? maybe a proper one tomorrow .
March 28, 2011 3:32 AM
Awww , Nora and Me. Sat with her all the waaaaay in the bus when go go Malaysiaaaaa ^^
~ We just wanna make the world dance. Forget about the price tag.
Earthlings! ;D
Hello , long time no post I know. So , wassaaaap doc ? Boring hor ? Cheeeeze. Okay lo , wanna post about LJ to Muar n Malacca !! :D K LOL .
First Day ,, Reported at school at 6.30am. Then the class came, Mr. Shahril took attendance and everything … we board the bus ! YAYY ! k then , I told Nora , “cepat lari dudok sebela aku boleh ? sebab ade orang nk dudok ngn aku .” Nora laugh and said okok. Then we bused to Singapore Customs. We passed thru , thn board the bus agn thn go m’sia customs. When reach there, the officer say cannot use brownish black pen to write. -.- then other people use purple can ah? cb. kla whatever . then check bags , board the bus again then we met Auntie Aishah! I swear she is the most friendliest tour guide I’ve seen siaaaaa. Others all sombong one. Kk then we stop at Yong Peng. Go to this shop. We bought crackers n chewing gummmmm . then board the bus again . bus to where ? oh yeahhhhh , lunch ! fullermak . the water tasted like metal ! ewwwwh , well Malaysia water what. LOL. K then go to Rubber Plantation. I kene mosquito bites ! thn go where ? The pineapple then oil palm then coffee then rice. then bused 2 hours to Malacca to Makhota Parade to shop. then for dinner . after dinner , go hotel. i think ? k then yeah . night time. Evan prank call like fuck sia. make people scared . cb . k la then share room w Jaymee , Nora , Tricia , Susanna n Huan Hui :) FUN LO ! k then .. next day !
Next day , morning wake up , 545 am go back our room . then bathe and everything , go for brekky. SUCKS ! k then go to where ? city tour .. visited the church and everything. then yeah , go Jonker Streeeeeeet ! ^^ then k bused back to Singaporeeeee ! :) kk la. fun trip though .. enjoyed yes.
kk then thursday nvr go school . Malas :)
then friday , whn to playground swing , to meet 2A . then yeah , first hang out with Adric n Liang Jun. go eat. then i waited until they came back. as usual i was invisible. haishh . yknowwhyla ! cb.
kk today sch can fck ? -.-
first sch , go 2A .. then blablabla recess . talk to gloria.. im pissed with stuff ... you want you go marry the woman lah ! fag. cheater. k wtv. then yea . class. EMO. Shahlehin said im not the usual me. ): i know that bro.. its obvious.. life changed.. kk thn EL . play Taboo ! me n jaymee no enjoy ! k then go find raihan , timmy , oxford. then go bubble tea shop. Tim found himself a girlfriend ye ? lol . then go KFC . Tim raaaaaaaan there. me oxford n raihan slowly walked from da bck. thn after that .. met hubby and si heng there.. kk then yeahh . whatever . lalal . i bored la .
i posted malacca photos already :)
March 8, 2011 1:38 AM
`Sap Sap ! Bitch .Well life has been bitch . 3 people know whyyyy ! i mean 4 :\
Okay well , planning things out yeah ? Cool .
Okay yesterday and today k ?
Ok , yesterday , after school , go mac. then eat Mr HAZIQ SOMBONG, Rahmat stole my McWings cos i gave KD one. HAHAHAH Cute . then after that En Cheng theyy all scold me. Like WTF ?! K . Then send Hubby home w Raihan . We jumpe Tikus yg dh matiii :P ALL THREE OF US FREAKED OUT SIOL ! Then yeah , after send hubby home , call oxford to go TM w us. then go . first go CS . Tngk kasut Vansssss :) then jalan2 go TM , then makan texas Chic, but before that , i bought billabong pencil case ! ^^ haha not the same like the one i bought for hubby uhh; ): k then makan , Oxford chiao ; tinggal me n raihan . we walked ard ard ard . then go where uh ? oh yeah T1 . Fucker . Go sportslink . bought somethinggggg ^^ $60 buckssssssss lehhh siol ! hahahah best uh ; hope date comes fasterrr ! then jalan jalan go home. bus 38 w Raihan , then call Timmy ! HAHAHAAH Someone owes me sex?! WTFFFF ! AHAHAH SICK SHIT ! Then go home .
TODAY ! Boring. can school with Tim n Gloria. then Tim brought his long boarddddddd , Yooohoo ! ^^ YAY maybe sunday going East coast w him to go long-boardinggggg ^^ kk set ah bro ? BAIKKK ! then yeah . school . i emoooooooo ):
then after school go mac . Long board ard thereee ^^ then Raihan left . then Hubby left ): then all left . Go to CS . first go OiO Frozen yogurt ! then go Mix29 to buy kasut VANS ! Weeeee~
KK then halfway saw Sabrina , Marsya , Nora and Aqif . k then go homeeeeee ^^ now texting Oxford . haha bored laaaah C:
K BYE BITCH
March 6, 2011 3:14 AM
Sap ? K . Today nothing much happen . So talk abt yesterday yok ?
Okayy , when to Bugis with Grandma . First trained to bugis. on the way there. Text Faaatinnnn ! :D Heheheh . So yeah , text text text . then reach bugis . walked to Arab Street there. Wanna eaaat! :D then yeah . Continued textinggggggg . then go back to bugis. Go bugis street . Jalan jalan . bought some stuff . then go OG . after that. grandma wanted to go Mustafa Centre . So walked there ! :D tak penat lah us ! :D then yeah , shop shop shop . 6 plus bus to tampines. then go to Cash Converters . then go buy DONUTS from J-Co . then bought YOGURT ! :D We ate , then bus-ed home. We joked like crazyy ! i swear i love Grandma alot ! :D HEHEH ! ALOTTTT ! :D then yeah home . STILL TEXTING FATIN ! :D then we talked all the wayy till 12 plus 1 am . HAHA FUN ! :D Kaykay ? Buhbye ! Tomorrow school yo ! HAHA YEAAAH ! :D BYE :D
March 2, 2011 2:22 AM
`Sap bitchass ?k , today fucked up lah. Came school alone. I reached school around 7.15 . Wonder around ALONE .! Then yeah , i didnt bother to go 2A , Imma distraction to them and its obvious. what the fuck lah . i hang out with them , they talk bad about 2D and all this . And when i talk to them about something. all will be in their own conversation and looking away. so its like whats the point right ?! i only know 2 people + 1 i think cares. Gloria , Hubby and _______ . Not gonna say who! but its like life is getting worser and worser. Well , things like that happen in life kan ? Well , hope it stops. But im not perfect , not even near there. Haish . lets carry on , then yah . Saw gloria. Slack with Lynette. Told her about somethingg. HAISH ! go in school . Joined 2A AGAIN imma distraction. FUCK LA. Should i continue going their class ? HAISH . IDK . Then go class , EMO ! then yeaaah , the daY CONTINUED !
after school , waited for 2A to return , YET I WAITED FOR PEOPLE I DISTRACT ! Haizzzz. k then they came. Gloria came. i went with her lah . Haish , K then Mac .. I told her what happen in class . So epic. HAHA SHHHHHH ! :>
K then go home with her and Tim halfway . TIm took bus. i walk home with gloria after MRT . Haishh . KK BYE
All I know now is that i only love you , you and ONLY YOU 19 . Only you. And NO ONE ELSE , I Promise . <3
February 28, 2011 4:24 AM
Hi , lamer tk blog kan ? Malas lah. thn summpore neh get to use comp at homeey . Sialz . K UH, TMR CROSS COUNTRY ! NAK PONTENG BOLEH ? TAK LEHHHHHH ! ANAK SUNDAAZZ! K UH, BYE :D February 22, 2011 2:51 AM
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY ONG ! :D
Hey broooooooo , Have ad AWESHUM birthday alrights ?
Your awesome yknowthat ? Heeeeh , Enjoy this year alrights?
Love You ! :D As a sibling of course.
And... Happy 31th Birthday Mr Shahril (:
Okay , FUCKING BAD DAY ! I SWEAR !
okay morning came school with BIRTHDAY BOY TIMMY ! :D
then reach school , Gloria told me something that made my mood in every way. Fuck those bitches lah. Then yeah , go class play some club game on Tim's phone. then Hubbbbbbbbby♥ came. Okays. Then just nice bell rang. Went to courtyard . Hubby♥ & Rayson was walking infront so I joined them. HEHEH xD . Then yeah, Saw Mr Shahril . Wished him Happy Birthday. It was his birthday too ^^ So yeah , Blablablaaaaaaa~ Go class , EL period. Mr Shahril not happy. Alot of people kena AD. Kesiaaaaaan. Then came Science. Go thru Common Test paper. Then ART . We do spray painting, K lame. Ms Dalilah said mine's nice ^^ Cheyyyyyy . Okay Recess. Ate , Go DIC. ENJOYYYYYY & gloria and raihan told me some pissing. Why won't these bitches stop bossing and flirting !? Well . back to class . Maths. Ms Tan said my Graph is NICE! Cheyy Nicole ^^ Dua kali dh kene praise ^^v K den , Geog . No Mr Wee . SO relief teacher. Me Cheryl En Cheng and Rayson combined tables. then AT , Walao . PISSED LAAAAAAAAAH ! Then go mac, hubby♥ wasn't there cos he went home early like he told me yesterday. Ade curfew lahhhhh :/ Okay then went to meet Fatin at her school there. Okay , then we talked, first part i saw her i was like "Muke Stress je Fierah" hahaa she had common test. So she stress . well study hard babe ! :D I know u can do it ! Okay so left . Went to meet Rai and Ryan . Walked around. Go Habibie to eat. i was fucking hungry till my stomach gave that irritating noise. so then makan Nasi Goreng Kampong ! SYIOK ! :D Hahah , okay then BALIK RUMAH. Played with Evan for a while. then im here. BORING SHIT LAH. Okay ? BYE :D
To those girls , bitch bitch , watch out lah kays. I have extra eyes watching you. HAHHA Macam paham, But its true. 3 people told me the incident today and yesterday. Haish , tktau malu eh girl ? Ohhhhhh god . tell you ur taking advantage or your taking the chance ? No way man. NO WAY. I'm No friendly with you bitch ass. ALRIGHTS ?! Get a life, Find other guys to flirt with :D
February 15, 2011 2:25 AM
~ I wanna take a knife and make a slice.
Today . FUCKING MOODY BAD FUCKING DAY !
Morning , go 2A . Whateverrr i left. Tkde mood nk layan uh . Then morning assembly like fck . then classes . English , do the summary. Science , okay fair , i passed the test. ART . No Ms Junaidah , So boring shit. then recess , i fucccccckingggg no mood to maaaaax . I dun wanna chew my food. So go DIC . Slaaaack . Hubby asked if i stress . Yes Baby , I am stressed ! I am stressed to the max. I chew my finger nails. I feel like hurting myself but i can't . Everyones stopping me. Well lets continue. After that MATH . Lagi i die. Ms Tan told me im not focusing. Thanks. Then Geog. GUA MANA ADA MOOD ?! ANJING. Okay geog test. i think i fail . cos i cant concentrate ! Then yeah , AT . I wanna fuck the teacher upside down lah. Cb. Then go mac , met Hubby , Tim , Raihan n Oxford. They mac-ed, i didn't . So then left. i texted Fatin , finally dapat jumperrrrrh ! Then sent hubby home , i go meet her. Near Spf Sec her school there. So meet her . She said " I Don't Believe you are Nicole " HAHA Cute lah ! Then yeah , we chatted awhile. then left, she got Netball practice. then Me , Oxford and Raihan go TM . Makan Pastamania ! Thanks both of you! :D Okays , then Oxford told me something. My mood immediately CHANGED . Haish . Well to that person , I guess i wasted all those time writing to you. When heres the thing. YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER. you even asked that person who ask you to ask someone else. Well heres the thing. Have i wasted effort doing all those stuff ? when i could do my studies ? I guess not. Cos to me , ur still my TOP priority and it will NEVER changed. We made promises and i don't wish to break them EVER . So yez , i wanna smile for abit . :)
Okays . Chiao Chiao .